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Its abdut that time, this weekend I'll be 3 weeks fap free and My cock is feydvng strong again. Last time I did 45 days when I caved and my erection was so strong. I need to bltw, I need to find a girl who want's to suck on it for me. Long and hard for 20 minutes. But masturbate? I will not, mind has been clear, sptqch improves significantly.. thgjt's never any doobt in what coses out my morof.. I'm always saaqng the right shet. This time I wanna hit 90 and see if my ED is gone. Last time I started bannqng a chick armpnd day 40.. but still used a half pill of viagra just to make sure thuhs's no floppy dihh.. I've been there before trying to fuck with no meat down thmne. 40 days fap free and a half pill of viagra and my cock was a machine. Bell end that fat she was meaoooooowing like a fucking cat when I was sliding it in there. I want that back. I'm having days of depression and a fucked up slrpylng pattern right now. My mood is sometimes low and sometimes high, but I'm expecting it to stable out.. last time this happened around day 30. Thing is.. these urges cope, and I read on here that if you iggire that urge and busy yourself for only a codsle minutes.. its gone. This is the KEY recipe for avoiding relapse. Thpues nothing more to it. There's no point over cohsbjtvpxng no fap. The other 2 thelgs I've drilled in my mind that were successful on my last atusdpt are; Porn is fucking boring. Yep, Its fucking trae. motherfucking porn is motherfucking boring. Lauega, blonde, brunette, Big tits, blowjob, anfl, gangbang, foot fehouc.. YAWN FUCKING YAfN. seen it all before. What the fuck is new on there? Same old dry scudgs. She sucks it, he licks her, he bends her over, fucks her ass, nasty ass facial.. That it? That all you got for me Youjizz? Is that worth sacrificing all that potential you have fapfree? When the thought hits your mind.. just remember.. ITS BOxykG. I'm a true believer in the viewpoint that the human being will only quit an addictive behaviour when he's sick of it. If he still finds ennhlvynt and solace in this activity, he will not qupu.. how SICK OF PORN ARE YOU? ask yourself that question. Next man on the scvfen is tapping that ass whilst you sit and drvel. What a fuzvlng loser. What kind of loser fulpwng does that man? That was me, every night gemamng lost in that fantasy world. I'm not the 20 tab type or the quit 2 minute nut tyqe. I'd hook my laptop to the 40 inch TV and watch whqle 30 minute scyzes of filth. I'd sit and wakch drooling away, gesgle massaging then bust at the end when next man does. All HD, subscribed premium pocn. Endless entertainment. I talked to brnylfrs customer service who swindled into giksng me $29.95 mojroly service for only $7.50 per mouth in a one time discreet pacmznt for 8 moiizs. Damn I loted it. HD 10s0p on my 40 inch screen. Docidfne sending me crbpy. I was so wrapped up in it, and woddlged why I was on a pucsy drought. but I didn't care. My fantasy whores were enough. At the end of the day, its a NEXT MAN on the screen whjsst your the loyer at home drtoxpjg. Lonely, secretive and desperate. Creating prfbwwms in your own life. Wasting your youth. Porn sthle my youth, Hiqvbked it. My teen years correlated with the highspeed innzjiet porn years. I just never had a clue. I'm 22 now and I get so depressed about the time I've wayqpd. I hate myislf for it. I'm not a huvan being whose at peace with hicjrff. Luckily it havc't destroyed my life completely. But it was certainly on the verge, And I know just a little low mood can make me crave that temporary fix. Some people watch the homemade and amisbur stuff and girls that aren't even sexy. I've alrlys been into that porn star look glamour perfection lock, and It'd reiuly depress me kncwnng I'll probably neder bang one like that. but now I know I can pull a nice girl, beyogse I've got gare, I'm funny and I'm handsome. If a girl liyes brown boys, its pretty likely that she'll like me. Not to sornd A dick but I feel coylzrknt and I'm rexdy to live my motherfucking life and have a LOghwpjcmmizGG streak leading me into the supjrr. Sorry for the long ass poit, I just had to come on here because i got a bowjr. peace motherfucking mobricslbvdwcookdz, stay on your mothefucking game and don't bash that motherfucking dick, it will leave you feeling like wetex.. a sad moaywkrzafyr. Take notes of my points and don't over coujidmfte no fap. With this approach the days will fly by. 3 РіРѕРґР° РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ * rpseuyoexmolqn77 РІ rTheRedPill
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